Sunday, July 16, 2006
i parted with a friend, a companion, a special someone.
erasing him from the chapter in my book.
i put it as though he was a dream.
a dream that can't turn into a reality.
a
perfect dream.
the laughter we shared.
the memories we spend together.
the times we see each other.
the guilt feeling for both of us was unbearable.
i wish he never existed.
he made my life perfect.
he's everything i want in a best friend.
but feelings got our way.
i can't bear to see him anymore.
i have been crying since the early dawn til now.
it hurts so much that i fell ill.
seriously ill til now.
why were we fated this way?
god.
help me pls.
i can't face him anymore.
"..the desire to say 'i love u'.."
running free and WILD.
10:42 PM
