Friday, August 18, 2006
I put my hopes up too high.
and now i'm fallng.
how can one make you feel that you're on top of the world
and then one can make you shatter just like that.
amazingly true.
is that a talent or technique?
on top of that, one made me angry three times.
is one worth my time and effort?sometimes, it does linger in my mind whether I should give my all to one.
the thing is I do understand how the situation is.
it's just that this question pops up a couple too much times.
IS ONE WORTH MY TIME & EFFORT?one can be so amazingly incredibly nice plus all that flowery things.
one just aced it all.
but.
one is just a dream.a dream that can never be a reality.
NEVER.i repeat, "N-E-V-E-R"for now, can one just leave me alone for the rest of my life.
cuz i have to wake up and turn to reality.
no more fantasy for you sue.
there's no such things as prince charming riding on a white horse.
there's no happy endings like "happily ever after"
cuz it's all a hoax to make kids like me belive that there's hope.
i do wonder whether
"sketches: a story of hope"
was really worth your criticism.
let it be my last gift from you.
the portrait.
my life.
my story.
my hope.
leave me please.i don't wanna put my hopes up too high anymore.------------------------------I think i can write a novel on hope.
*bohooooo*
i do wanna go out this sat with them.
stupid work.
haiz.
i think my life is like
www.suehateswork.com &
www.suehatesmenses.comyup.
go away.
shoo fly shoo.
running free and WILD.
12:29 AM
