Wednesday, October 04, 2006
there's this hidden feeling inside me that I'm very unsure off.
i'm not sure whether I've gotten over him.
everytime i see his pictures,
his face,
his presence,
it makes me feel uncomfortable.
more of awkwardness.
i'm sure i've no feelings for him.
but it just brings back memories.
he's the first one that made me feel this way.
whereas the rest were easy.
why does this happen?
is this why I'm always quiet when i'm around them?
cuz of this tiny feeling inside me.
it's really hard.
i don't know what to do.
the memories.
it hurts.
i need to erase it away.
but i can't.
and he will be in my life for long.
longer than expected.
my tears doesn't flow anymore for him.
but the heart does.
i may be happy for now.
but just the sight of him trigured everything inside me.
and being around him does not help at all.
not even one bit.
seeing him happy makes me sad.
cuz i'm not there to be part of it.
oh man..
what am i saying.
sue..
just move on with your life.
he's just another guy.
PS: geylang is waaayyy better than kampung glam. it's more meriah!
running free and WILD.
5:39 PM
