Wednesday, July 30, 2008
my heart turned cold.
it turned really cold.
i'm gonna be myself.
not catering to anyone's feelings but myself.
i've had enough of rumors.
trying to explain and please others will be the last thing that i'm going to do now.
why must it always happen to me?
why can't people just leave me alone?
let me live my own life.
there's lotsa times i've been thinking of migrating and starting a new life.
be it in Paris.
or Aussie.
or maybe even Venice.
at times, i do wanna delete my network account.
people just kept destroying my life with ridiculous threats.
yes, i know i should ignore.
but if it happens all the time, what would you do?
why can't people understand that it's not easy for me to find THE RIGHT ONE.
they don't understand what i go through.
with my parents' standards,
when they say NO, it means NO.
as an aquarius, tho i have lotsa achievements,
my love life has always been a failure.
that's why i'm giving up now.
really.
god, i'm surrendering my life to you now.
my love life is in your hands now.
you go and play your card games right.
feel free to make me suffer.
i need my other half.
god, please tell me what's the twist.
i need to know the twist.
are YOU having fun?
running free and WILD.
10:36 AM
