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Saturday, July 26, 2008

i feel so disorganized.
i feel so irresponsible.
i feel like as if i can punish myself anytime.
the guilt feeing is too much.

i think my body is failing me.
and i disappoint a lot of people.
i'm never like this.
i was never like this.

i forced myself to not sleep so i can meet shai.
cuz i was scared that i can't wake up like the previous day.
i just came back from KL 2 days ago.
and i think i was really tired.

i didn't go teaching.
i didn't meet shai.
i feel like punishing myself for my mistakes.
i feel like drowning myself in everything that's bad.

someone kill me.
someone just slaughter me.

never have i ever feel this way.
never have i ever encounter this situation before.
have i really overworked myself?
what have i got myself into?

dear god, all i need right now is to.. run away..



running free and WILD.
3:18 PM


The Lady

s u e
22
Pursuing Degree in Advertising Design
La Salle
freelance multimedia designer
Yellow Chair Productions

Adores

designing
performing
anything indonesian
floorballing

Precious Ones

close ones
|lil' bit|
|filmmaker bro|
|kak nor|
|syimah|

floorballers
|aidah bedah|
|pwincez lin|
|pweetie atirah|
|sweet ayu|
|hafiz morfeo|
|baby hedz|
|creative hilmi|
|stella bella|
|zana banana|
|m riduwan|
|shahmen the great|
|jinxy ulf|
|hafiz duffiz|

the yellow people
|the godfather shaiful|
|phunky zallie|
|taufiq w the greens|
|nurul the writer|
|gym-goer nadz|
|seraphic syima|
|anakin yazid|
|shahdon stop it!|
|mak cik halimah|
|talented dhaniah|
|adorable naddee|
|mastura the antonella|
|ella ella eh eh|

due west
|abby saiful|
|superhero mac|
|yanty the vocalist|

childhood sweets
|syah syah|
|nuri byrd|
|tweet suzy|
|muzambo|

creative people
|zarina the bunny|
|roger rabbit|
|buncit sharin|

maria ave maria
|SEJA Azmi|
|ruzaini bill please!|
|big eyes sharee|
|meche aka lizzy|
|nadiah flower girl|
|hooded win|
|nazie flower girl2|
|SEJA Faiz|

sidekick friends
|adorable adillah|
|liena the diva|
|nazri spirit|

Thanks

adobe photoshop
notepad
my chicken pox
2 weeks mc