Thursday, July 03, 2008
i'm having a hard time being patient these last few days.
maybe im thinking too much.
but then again.
one can trigger me easily.
i used to have lotsa patient.
i can handle customers who shout at me or complain easily.
my method:
"masok telinga kanan kluar telinger kiri"meaning : enter right ear come out left ear. hehe.
but now, i tend to retaliate.
i tend to argue and fight back.
eg. with my own boss.
i can never handle the way he talks to me regarding work related stuffs.
i don't shout.
i listen but i'll argue back.
god.
help me.
it's 10.50pm.
i don't feel like going out already.
i don't feel good.
am i being paranoid?
i think i'll just shower and sleep on it.
it's killing me.
my heart seemed it has been pierced through.
why am i feeling this way.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate it.
i hate feeling this way.
running free and WILD.
10:35 PM