Monday, August 18, 2008
i'm thinking of changing my part time job.
i don't see a point staying at creative.
cuz when i go to work for 4 hours,
all i do is stand and stare.
that 4 hours can be use for designing.
can be use for thinking and expanding my creativity,
be it in my school work or freelance.
i'm not allowed to do work when i'm standing and staring.
libre wants me to go to lancer studio to work part time.
as a part time designer.
to do relevant stuffs
and not just bumming around.
i told him maybe i wanna try during the school holidays
which will be in december.
at least i'm doing something that is worth it.
rather than standing.
anyway, i don't know how i'm gonna celebrate this year raya with my friends.
definitely, with the ycp peeps,
my joyriders,
i don't know about my pri school friends.
seems that annimal doesn't wanna even see me anymore.
so i don't think i should exist in that clique anymore.
i'd rather allow him to have my friends.
and pray and hope he will be happy.
my sec school friends?
hmmmm.
we shall see.
cuz it's been a long time.
i'll be awkward around them.
JI friends?
i don't know.
seriously.
i don't think so.
libre's friends?
hmmmm.
this will be a challenge.
as much i want him to be normal,
i don't want him to be normal.
i want him to be extraordinary.
yea.
we shall see how.
running free and WILD.
11:54 PM
