Tuesday, August 26, 2008
i know i've been away.
i'm sorry readers.
hehe.
but i'm like enjoying my life ever since.
as i about to unleash a new chapter in my story,
i sincerely hope that all of you will understand what i have gone through.
i'm ready tonight.
ready to tell the world.
yes people.
annimal and me.
we broke up.
but both of us had a mutual understanding.
this happened in the month of april.
i think.
i heard he has started seeing other girls.
and i'm very happy to hear that he has moved on.
i will always pray for his happiness.
and so, few weeks after him,
i was dating someone.
i thought we had something going on.
but hey, it didn't work out.
and i'm glad he was being honest with me.
now, i met someone.
i used to promise myself to never fall in love.
seriously.
i had it with guys.
i was devastated after annimal.
that day,
adawiyah, mak de, asraf (annimal's relatives)
came to visit me at Creative.
i hugged them tightly and i nearly cried.
i miss them so much.
they understood the whole thing and they told me,
"it's ok, things don't work out for a reason"
and that night,
adillah (annimal's sis)
msg me and asking me how i am.
i cried again.
i miss them a lot.
and so, this new person in my life.
he's a super average guy with a super average life.
a student from FMDS (First Media Design School).
a normal student who's exactly like me.
and when i meant exactly.
i mean in terms of character,
likings and dislikes,
hobbies,
interests.
almost everything.
when people just got to know each other,
they prefer to know the similarities.
well, we were keen to know our differences.
he can't stand durian while i can.
lol.
i'm like loving myself.
but i'm loving the guy version of me.
you guys and i know i'm a super busy person.
well, he's super duper more busier than me.
and surprisingly,
he doesn't look like he's busy.
he's very laid back.
and at first, i was like "oh, a hip hop kinda person"
he was mysterious in all sorts of ways.
be it in school,
or his outside life.
but i was just interested on how he thinks what design is.
as days gone by,
he starts to reveal his true self to me.
i knew he's a graffiti artist and he's 3 years older than me.
but things became interesting.
and the list will go on.
oh god, who is this person i'm dating?
seriously.
i'm scared sometimes.
really.
oh god, what have i done to deserve a person like him?
i'm so thankful.
i'm loving him.
which is i'm loving myself.
lol.
went to Mr Mark Phooi's Birthday celebration last fri.
the people from Satchi and Satchi.
the people from O&M.
oh my.
the birthday dude.
the food.
the band.
*some of the pics are not released as it is for R21 only*
and this is just the beginning.
i just have to wait and see what he has in store for me.
trust me.
ME: "you know you don't have to shower me with all these expensive stuffs right"
HIM: "i'm not showering you. i just think that you deserve a much better life than last time."
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amazing.
syimah.
thanks for listening to me.
thanks for quitting.
i'm very proud of you.
you know what to do right for me?
:)
as i have revealed my stories dear readers,
i hope you guys have understood the whole chaotic life i have gone through before meeting him.
a lot of people have seen me with lots of different guys.
yes, i know.
but i was just merely finding the right one.
my plan now is to finish up my degree.
i have less than 18 months to go.
and hopefully,
he'll be the last.
i had enough.
running free and WILD.
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